insane

Just came back from dinner. somewhat insane today.
Keep reading these binary files in the whole evening though I totally cannot understand them at all.
It makes me irritated and stunned but I feel better because at least it disturbs and blocks my thinking.
Still cannot control my fucking emotion sometimes. It's sick that it still tortures me occasionally but I still do not want to drop all about it.

Working is slack recently, just seating here and doing whatever I want to do.
Usually stick on chair and look at the screen with moving for several hours.
My ass is becoming big.

Went to school yesterday.
It's really delighted to stay in school and it's super funny to talk with these guys.
I have had enough to face a flock of old and boring men from Monday to Friday.
Actually I still cannot stop smiling when I recall these things happened in school before.
Anyhow, I wounldn't be a student no matter how sad it is. A buskin of the life, haha.

It seems like I have to arrive home after 3am again today, and wake up at 11am tomorrow.
I don't feel any uncomfortable with it.