Fuck

How do I start today's blog? my god.

Went to school in yesterday's morning. Submit my study deferment application at one-stop center , go across the canteen, drink water, turn back, look at that picture for one second ,then go away.
Went to school in today's morning again, because Wilfred told me he had made up our class T-shirt, TN0406. It was designed by me and actually it's quite nice.

I said I was fucking confused in recently. It's because there is no doubt that I cannot study in school anymore. Submitting deferment application is just a trick which can make me feel better.
I don't think there many people who graduate from Ploy that can find a job which is as good as mine, and I cannot find a reason for us to lose the game because we have the best technic and background of global electronic trading.
However, the ordeal is I cannot fail at all and the most serious reason afflicting me is I don't want to leave school at all.

Eating is the only way which can comfort me.
Ate at school in the morning. Naresh bought me a big burger at noon though I wasn't hungry. Got two cakes in the afternoon. And there was a great buffet outside GETC again in the evening. Free Pringles crisps and nut at night. I was amazing that I could eat up so many things.

Arrived home at 12pm. Going to sleep now. Shouldn't wake up too late tomorrow. Fuck.