Lost 50 bucks yesterday

Originally, planned to go home early today, but Lee Ping told me she would go for a far trip and come back late. I have to write blog at this place, this moment, again.

Naresh likes storing potato crisps and chocolate in office which always fetch me.
My stomach feels really bad now because of crazy eating today.
When I just came back from dinner in the evening, they asked me to go to China square to eat "the best pizza" in Singapore. How could I reject that malicious attraction.

There is a sort of people in the world, they are never satisfied with current life. One reason is they are inferior, another reason is they always want to be the best. I think I am.
I see there are too many people who are much better than me. I am eager to be stronger and be as brilliant as them. It makes me mazed and nervous.
I know I should not be like that, I am stupid and perhaps I have some mental sickness, But it's out of my control.
upset......

Bet soccer with Shaun yesterday and we lost, 50 bucks. It's not a such big money but still feel somewhat regrettable. It really can buy a lot of things I want!