I have gone

Slack and bored now because there is nothing to do.
Actually there are many things I should do, but I am somewhat depressed now and do not want to move or do anything though I am in work.

Read a girl's blog 10 minutes ago. I like her, but no one knows.
She keeps writing her blog. I think the people who can keep writing her living and emotion should be a honest, pure and interesting person. She is that.
It's not the only reason I like her. Actually it happened a long time before I found her blog...
Definitely, I have no interest to know or pry other people's living and secret, but I like reading her blog when I am bored.
I said, no one would know it including her.

Otherwise, my blog likes children composition compared with hers.
There are many words of which I have to find meaning in dictionary! and I feel vexed with my fucking English after reading hers.

I made two bloody stupid mistakes yesterday and the day before yesterday:
1. I shutdown the whole RTD server by wrong typing!
2. I change RTD server's shell from "ksh" to "bash" just because I like it.
They are the most serious situation I meet. I have to explain to Gerard, London and Germany sides due to it's a fucking strict system. I still feel sort of fear when I am touching the servers now, sucks.

Foo Chye had a talk with me in the morning.
He says I shouldn't touch RTD server too much because we are in starting process, once there is any problem, London and RTS group should take the responsibility but not us, it's not worth for me to do that.
I know and understand his consideration, but it's the first time I make sense with his words.

General gave us many nice mooncakes and eating is really a good way to treat boring time and void. I have no way to keep thin, hehe.