You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.

"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. -Barbara De Angelis"

I saw this words on Yewjinn's MSN display name today. I like it though I don't know who "Barbara De Angelis" is.

Woke up at 1pm and played CS for a while just now. It's not a good day to camp because of fucking hackers.

The weather is wonderful outside at this moment, but I don't know where to go. I really want to take sunshine.
My skin becomes worse due to stay in air-con room for a long time everyday.

Bored now......

There was no movie any more when I arrived Tampines Mall at yesterday night. We are going to watch today.
I would like to treat Lingbo a great dinner for his leaving.

Met Ron Newell with Gerard yesterday.
What Gerard got is problem solution. What I got are the understanding of electronic trading culture and how to be a leader.
The most important competences of a great leader is speaking - how to communicate with all kinds of people, how to be humor, serious and effective at the same time, and how to make a bullshit seem like a principle seriously.
These are the things I won't have. I even cannot speak the fucking English well till now!

I indeed like the words Yewjinn tells me.
I always lose by holding back......