The darkest evidences of my fucking living

I will move house in this week, separate from Shi Lei.
We have stayed together for one and half year. It's too long, making us tired though we are good friends.
Actually, we are two totally different kinds of people.

Tidied up all my things tonight.
I am a super compact people disliking any excess baggage. I am going to throw away half of my current things including those mass CDs.

Here is the list of these Linux distributions of which I downloaded from internet and burned into CDs: FreeBSD, Fedora3, Mandrake 9, Mandrake 10, Redhat 9, Redhat Enterprise 4 AS, SuSe 9.3, Solaris 10.
Here is the list of the original Linux CDs I have: Fedora2, Redhat Enterprise 3 Desktop, SuSe server 9, SuSe Desktop, SuSe 9.3, ubuntu 5.

I list all of them is not for splurge. Contrarily, I want to present the darkest period in my life.
They are the evidences. They expose how boring and tough things I did and how much fucking time I spent on them.
I do not like them at all, because they give me terrible recllection.
But I have to admit they make me achieve the career I have now. At the same time, they testify how many precious things I lost.

Now, I do not need them anymore, alike many things which happened before. However, they had changed my living unreversablely and marked in my heart, forever.