Everything will be gone

REFCO has broken down.

The biggest futures broker company in the world which has more than 30 years history, the company I work for in last 3 months, broke down suddenly just in one week out of everyone's imagination only because the CEO peculated 430.ooo.ooo US dollars in New York.

Everything regarding the career I have now will be gone.
The biggest and the best global trading center in Singapore which has connected to Chiago, London, Germany, Singapore directly and will connect Japan, Korea is started and held by Gerard, Naresh, Foo Chye, Lee Ping and me.
We are like a mountain that no one else can touch us in Singpore's futures trading services market.
However, we are falling down, falling under the act of God companying with the cheer of all the rivals.

Actually, I do not upset or be anxious about it at all.
All of them are out of our control and there is no regret with the things I did in past 4 months. The only feeling I have now is a bit of disappointment and I have to admire the fantasticality of the life.

Met and talked with Gerard at Park Way just now, the place at where he gave me this job. I trust him.


Celebrated Cindy's birthday with Jielin, Sherman, Shaun, Yewjinn, Wilfred, Zhengchuan and Caiqi at Jack's place on last Friday. It's really surprise to see Caiqi.
Went shopping from 12am to 7pm yesterday. Buy a pants in Levi's, redloop 510, bloody nice; a thin sweater in Tommy; socks in Timberland.
Tell the truth, the only thing I am somewhat afraid of is going back to work in restaurant.