What do I have?
Just signed in my friendster and saw the nice testimonial given by Alfi. He surprised me and he is such kind.
I didn't tell any of my friends about the details of work I am doing now.
Actully, I get many people's admiration and respect when I am working in Refco, however, I do not feel any delight with those praise, they are useless, they would make me misunderstand myself and I am still unhappy in my life.
Sometime I think I have nothing, I definitely have nothing after arriving home.
It's weekend again.
The time elapses quickly, everything pasts quickly, and I forget them quickly, as there is nothing happened before.
I missed too many people and too many things though I got many of them at the same.
I believe life likes doors. While one door closed, one door is going to open, but you will never know what behind those closed doors.
It makes me sad, especially when I see the people only existing in my memory, the deepest memory.
I didn't wear the shirt I like best for a long time. It's brilliant but it doesn't suit to wear in school because it makes me different from my friends.
But today is different.
Naresh told me I should look like good today because Chris would give a grand talk to many people in Singapore Exchange's conference center to promote the Globe Electronical Trade Center.
We have been the first one in Asia to directly connect to CME hubs yesterday. It's the target Gerard wanted to achieve when we met at Refco's office first time.
Chris will go back UK in tomorrow morning, he is an excellent man.
I am such tired now but do not want to sleep.
Tell the truth, sleep is really a wonderful time for me and sometime I would be woke up by laughing.
I was woke up again at yesterday's night because I dreamed a guy was telling me super funny jokes, unluckily, I could not remember anymore.
Last time I dreamed all my chinese and singapore friends studying in one classroom. It's terrible that all kinds of jokers gather together. I could not stop laughing by the things they were doing and woke up from dream.
However, I am alway keeping dark mood in real life.
What real things I have?
I didn't tell any of my friends about the details of work I am doing now.
Actully, I get many people's admiration and respect when I am working in Refco, however, I do not feel any delight with those praise, they are useless, they would make me misunderstand myself and I am still unhappy in my life.
Sometime I think I have nothing, I definitely have nothing after arriving home.
It's weekend again.
The time elapses quickly, everything pasts quickly, and I forget them quickly, as there is nothing happened before.
I missed too many people and too many things though I got many of them at the same.
I believe life likes doors. While one door closed, one door is going to open, but you will never know what behind those closed doors.
It makes me sad, especially when I see the people only existing in my memory, the deepest memory.
I didn't wear the shirt I like best for a long time. It's brilliant but it doesn't suit to wear in school because it makes me different from my friends.
But today is different.
Naresh told me I should look like good today because Chris would give a grand talk to many people in Singapore Exchange's conference center to promote the Globe Electronical Trade Center.
We have been the first one in Asia to directly connect to CME hubs yesterday. It's the target Gerard wanted to achieve when we met at Refco's office first time.
Chris will go back UK in tomorrow morning, he is an excellent man.
I am such tired now but do not want to sleep.
Tell the truth, sleep is really a wonderful time for me and sometime I would be woke up by laughing.
I was woke up again at yesterday's night because I dreamed a guy was telling me super funny jokes, unluckily, I could not remember anymore.
Last time I dreamed all my chinese and singapore friends studying in one classroom. It's terrible that all kinds of jokers gather together. I could not stop laughing by the things they were doing and woke up from dream.
However, I am alway keeping dark mood in real life.
What real things I have?
posted by Gao Jin at 2:24 AM
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