Every thing is mess

We didn't go out together in this holiday until this Wednesday.
Sherman, Yewjinn, Jielin, Shaun, Wilfred and I, we met at Bugis at 7pm and went to soul-garden to eat dinner.
It's a great dinner lasting more than 2 hours. I almost throw up, hehe.
It's a long long journey when we was taking trains to go home due to the wrangle between Shaun and Wilfred: Bugis - Redhill - Tampines - CityHall - Woodland - Jurong East - Chinese Garden. We had already tripped the whole Singapore at this night, driving me crazy.

I lost in Thursday's WCG match in school, sux.
That mood is really bad, luckily, I alway can recover quickly.
I also joined WCG at Suntec City last year. it was in August, the last a few days of that semester, I remember clearly. I was utterly confused at those days, even almost didn't eat anything, just kept struggling and dreaming in mind. Unluckily, it was not because of that match and I lost in it fastly because of upset.
Perhaps I would not have that feeling anymore in my life, the game is quite interesting.

We went to Plaza Singapore in the evening at Thursday.
They ate Italy noodle in Parsamania, but I don't have any interest in it. I only ate one cheese cake with a cup of coffee after that at Starbucks in the whole day.

Arrived Refco in the morning today, but the things for me to do are really limited because the two Tibco servers have configured already by Chris in London.
Actually, I cannot manage them well due to they are fucking complex.

There is a big problem facing me now - Gerard asks me to work for him for one more month without going to school and I say it's ok.
The problem is I have had two X in each module and if there are 5, I will retake.
I plan to go school in the morning each day and ask F from teachers, it should be reasonable and I don't care getting C in final grade.
I also feel somewhat regretful that I would not see my friends and many girls in school in next month......

So sleepy now though I slept a lot yesterday. There are many things for me to do but I don't want to do anything, there is a drastic struggle in my mind.