One week again

I didn't write anything in past one week. It's not because I am busy, I am really busy, but there is still much time. I just didn't know what to write due to everyday was almost the same - staying in refco's server center and solving problems for Gerard.

It's indeed a nice place with a glass wall facing sea and wonderful hardwares inside.
However, I have no mood to enjoy the landscape and the environment, I must take my responsibility and finish my jobs well.
Actually this work is really slack, at most time I am just seating there, reading or drinking tea and coffee, but there is enormous stress in my heart because I must keep studying a lot of things about it and there is huge duty with this job.
I never want to lose face and I never want to disappoint anyone.
Gerard also asked me to read books about futures. I will go to school's library in tomorrow morning.

Other things I did in last week are few.
Met Ruijuan and had a dinner with her in Singapore Plaza.
Yesterday is Lingbo's birthday, I ate too many things in the party and went to toilet many times today.
That's all. That is the difference between a student and a worker. That is why I alway like being a student.

I can see my blog becomes more and more bored.
I feel painful about it but it's totally out of my control because I am aging day by day, my passion is losing day by day, I would be an old man out of new age soon.
It's the most horrible thing I am afraid of.