So lazy in recent days
So lazy in recent days.
Every day wake up after 12:00 and sleep afer 3am, but can not remember any special thing I did, every thing happens so suddenly and goes away so quickly as if there is no thing happened in my living, there is no thing for me to write down.
It's all because of my idleness.
Actually, I planed to go school today, unluckily, slept at 6am in the morning.
Read over “Chang An Luan" in 6 hours at night, I alway read so fast and can't stop once start.
If it's not writen by Hanhan, I would not read it.
No feeling about it, just a novel for enjoyment, I will forget it soon.
I know I should read more English text novels, but it's really hard to me.
I imagine If I can keep studying for whole nights, I would be the best, unluckily, I can not.
It's a pleasant thing that received a Email from a pretty girl especially the most pretty facilitator in our school - Cindy - I really thought she was the student from year 2 at the first time I saw her in Amazing Race.
I am surprised and be scared that she told me she read through my blog and say Merry Christmas to me.
There are many secrets in my blog and I am really afraid and dread them known by many people.
I don't want to be penetrated by anyone!
But actually, sometimes I want them to know. Contradiction.
Ye Yi asked me to go back China and help his business, half be joking and half be serious.
I just smiled. I know he need a person whom can be trust absolutely, but I can not.
Probably I lose a very good chance to start a career, but if I go back, I will lose Singapore and the world outside China forever.
There are so many branchs in our life, but there is one, the only one we can experience. How woeful that we don't know what we lose forever, not only career.
The most important thing is I still don't know what I should do and what I can do, for him also for myself.
The most terrible thing for me now is I have to suffer from poverty in a long time. It's really a big problem, forbidding me to do too many things I want.
Well, feeling sleepy again now, it's the habit when stay at home and I hate it so much!
There are too many things out of my control, then the only thing I can do is control myself, but sometimes I even cannot control myself.
Every day wake up after 12:00 and sleep afer 3am, but can not remember any special thing I did, every thing happens so suddenly and goes away so quickly as if there is no thing happened in my living, there is no thing for me to write down.
It's all because of my idleness.
Actually, I planed to go school today, unluckily, slept at 6am in the morning.
Read over “Chang An Luan" in 6 hours at night, I alway read so fast and can't stop once start.
If it's not writen by Hanhan, I would not read it.
No feeling about it, just a novel for enjoyment, I will forget it soon.
I know I should read more English text novels, but it's really hard to me.
I imagine If I can keep studying for whole nights, I would be the best, unluckily, I can not.
It's a pleasant thing that received a Email from a pretty girl especially the most pretty facilitator in our school - Cindy - I really thought she was the student from year 2 at the first time I saw her in Amazing Race.
I am surprised and be scared that she told me she read through my blog and say Merry Christmas to me.
There are many secrets in my blog and I am really afraid and dread them known by many people.
I don't want to be penetrated by anyone!
But actually, sometimes I want them to know. Contradiction.
Ye Yi asked me to go back China and help his business, half be joking and half be serious.
I just smiled. I know he need a person whom can be trust absolutely, but I can not.
Probably I lose a very good chance to start a career, but if I go back, I will lose Singapore and the world outside China forever.
There are so many branchs in our life, but there is one, the only one we can experience. How woeful that we don't know what we lose forever, not only career.
The most important thing is I still don't know what I should do and what I can do, for him also for myself.
The most terrible thing for me now is I have to suffer from poverty in a long time. It's really a big problem, forbidding me to do too many things I want.
Well, feeling sleepy again now, it's the habit when stay at home and I hate it so much!
There are too many things out of my control, then the only thing I can do is control myself, but sometimes I even cannot control myself.
posted by Gao Jin at 4:18 PM
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