Chaos and Self-control

Muhammad Farhan, my best non-chinese-speaking friend , is the most open and style guy I meet in Singapore.
The first English word he taught me is "scandal". Unluckily, it's still no use for me now.

Yesterday is the birthday of Farhan's girl friend, it make me still faint now.
Swimming, Drinking, smoking, dancing, braying, glaring light, deafening sound and wild crowd, all of them drove me crazy and jumbled.
But I know, it's not my world.

Have not drinked and smoken for a long time.
I don't like them, hate the smell of cigarette in my mouth and on my finger.
But I really enjoy drinking and smoking with best friends.
13 guys and girls stayed in one room at gallory hotel, watching TV, listening music, smoking and drinking wine, beer,champagne by turning 3 goblets one by one.
The ambience is so harmonious and the night is so nice.

I am a bad dancer and drinker, quitted the shindig early and sicked up when I arrived home.
It's really not the life style I want.
Maybe I should not join them or maybe I should change my live attituade.
Anyhow, all the things have been not important now, I would be a new one after this Christmas!

Now, Have to stop to prepare the test in Shangri_La hotel in the afternoon.
It's an attractive part-time job and I don't want to miss it as missing so many much more important things in my life.
It's sucks that I am too good at restraining myself.