I am ashamed of myself

Now, eating french fries and icecream with Shaun, Yewjinn, Wilfred, Sherman and Jieling at Dobby Gaunt Mcdonalds. I alway enjoy icecream, the more the better.
Just watched Constantine with them. It's a nice moive about demon. I indeed like the angel with a pair of black wings.

God and Demon, a endless topic.
No one can give a final answer about it, even no one can give a solid evidence of their existence, this is why there are countless people that can follow and indulge in God in several thousand years.
For me, I believe their existence, but I never trust them, they are playing people as toy.
On the other hand, I think the reality about God and Demon had been distorted by many stupid preachers as their own minds in the long history.

I have decided not to play CS in school for 2 week.
I think I have already acumulated enough hostility pointing me by camping to die and I am really tired of it now because I am not interesting in it initially.
There is a bad trendence generated by me now- more and more persons favor camp and the team of which I belong to is alway the defence team.
Besides, I really don't want to other people know I am the Camper.

There are many meteors in our lives, they are momentary and cannot be touched, therefore they are beautiful and memorable.
Like the girl I saw the day before yesterday at MRT, the most pretty girl I ever saw in Singapore. She is sitting towards me, I am looking at her, maybe she knows I am looking at her, but I only dare to look at her without any expression, then, I stand up and get off the train and won't see her again in future.
The meteor disappeared just left uncompleted memory.
I am alway such untruthful and hypocritical, alway.