2:58am

I don't know how to write though I am thirsting for writing so much now.
What I want to do is just recording my mood and thought at present, but they are complex, formless, momentary and maybe ridiculous.
They are dominating me, feazing me.

I never care about and do not like snooping other people's privacy at all times, but tonight is different.
I kept reading and searching many people's blogs whoever have any concern with me.
Do not know how to go on this blog because of my fearness, I am afraid of publishing the secrets which only belong to myself, I am afraid they are known by my friends through this blog.

I see my weakness, I understand my weakness, I hate it, but I cannot get rid of it because it exists factually.