I decide to transfer my course

Just ate up half of watermelon, no bad.

I am considering changing my course from Electronics Engineering to Information Technology.
It's not because I dislike EE, I just think perhaps IT is more suitable for me due to I am eager to be a professional and powerful programmer.
After comparing these two course structures, IT's is much more attractive for me like Database, OS and relative courses about programming and I think they are more interesting and easier for me to learn.
However, unluckily, there is a statistic summary about students who have submit submission to change course, half of these students are from IT! I think IT is really dry and hard to learn well for most students, but may not for me.
The two most popular courses are Biomedical Sciences and Business Computing. BC is sort of the same as IT, but it combines Business in it and it's not such professional.
I had discussed my decision with Edmund, he said it's ok if I really want to work in IT. Maybe I should ask some advices from other teachers.

So sleepy now, the words I wrote today make me sleepy and all.
I am supposed to have a good sleep tonight because I already didn't sleep at home for two days.

Tell the truth, I fell into depression and low tide in recent days, I keep thinking what I lost and what I am losing, I am sad, I feel I lost my way or I just cannot see my way.
Obviously, there is a bad direction happening on me - I become more and more quiet and bored, I prefer listening much more than speaking when I stay with my friends, I don't know what proper things I should say and do sometimes.
I am such weak!

Well, it's time to sleep and don't want to go anywhere tomorrow.